26.11.05
went bowling today. did pretty well...i guess its because the lanes were wooden and dry. so i knew exactly what line to play. guttered my first 2 practice shots though, and got a shock. haha. then i couldnt concentrate later after i received yr msg. and yet i got two strikes for the last frame. oh wells. when luck's down on one side, it's up on the other. but honestly i dont give a damn abt how many strikes i get. it doesnt mean anything unless there's someone to share the joy with. i think ive made too many mistakes, too grave. i suppose no amount of apology can change things but i know exactly what i want now. no more wilful crap from me anymore. that's if there's a turning back for everything.
i wanna die.
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